It's Lifting

Hello--I see that my last post was over a month ago! WOW! I have been feeling utterly exhausted over the last month. Barely dragging myself around and doing the things I needed to do. BUT I can feel that it is lifting. yeah! So much healing and love happening this last year or so. I am in awe of it all. On the physical side, I still weigh more than I would feel is optimal for me but I really and truly just love myself NO MATTER WHAT. I am a really neat person. AND if I have a few extra pounds, that doesn't make me bad. The weight is there for a reason and it is all good. I have had skin issues for over a year now and at times I have felt despairing. We do so much dancing and when we dance we look into the partner's eyes. So, am I a bad person because I have skin problems? NO! Make that even more resounding....NO NO NO!!!

I had an amazing experience a few weeks ago around these physical issues I mentioned. I was doing some errands and walking downtown and all of a sudden I had the most beautiful feeling of peace and absolute gratitude wash over me and envelope me in a big warm blanket. I realized that I may not understand why I am going through all these physical challenges but I am so so so grateful to God-Goddess-Universe-Home Office to giving it to me. BECAUSE I LOVE MYSELF absolutely and in all shapes and forms. (And for those folks who are thinking that perhaps I should have eaten less and exercised more, it never seemed to matter what I did there.) I know that my essence is not my human form. My essence is divine, pure love and that is why I am here. FINALLY I get the love of myself and I am here to share that with others.

I truly am wallowing in love, gratitude and hope and I will share with all who seek this. Many many blessings to you/us all!